YAYY!! I spoke to KIM and NISHA finally, after god knows how long! I was jumping for joy when I saw them appear online, seriously made my day I tell ya. It's so good to talk to them. Bloody exams prevent them from going online. Shits me so bad man. We caught up, really enjoyed it. Man, Im so glad they're my friends. Im so thankful for that. Love them so much. Can't wait to get together soon! Really miss them la. Wah lau. All of them in fact.

Hey There Delilah-Plain White Ts  is just about the loveliest song I've ever heard. Sweet and tender, what more could I ask for?

School's out today, but gotta go back to give in the course selection form later in the afternoon. Made up my mind. The subjects I want to do next year are Psychology, Literature, History, Legal Studies, Maths Methods, Biology. There. I want to do art too, but I don't want to have too much on my plate. 

My painting's turning out quite good actually. Really like the way it is. 

I have a tendency to reflect on life, and I was so preoccupied with it last night. Realised a couple of things. Really thought provoking issues. Too much for this head of mine to bear. Ive just got so much to say, so much to express, but I just havent got someone I trust enough, to hear it all. Frustration much? Such is life, is the conclusion I've come to. 

Was reading a book, Notes From the Teenage Underground by Simmone Howell. It was just so perfect. It captured the adolescent voice so well, it's hard to believe the author isn't a teenager herselft. I could so identify with the friendship triangle going on in the book. Have I mentioned how much I love books?  =D

 I am so gonna get shoes like this. Well the chick who has these shoes, actually made them herself. When the holidays are here, that's what you'll see me doing. Girl power much?
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Today turned out to be a really long day, which seemed like it was never going to end. I hate days like that. The weather didnt help either.

Ok now it's time for me to start ranting. Firstly - Bloody frustrating korean teacher.

Ok I don't know what the bloody deal with her is, but she got on my nerves so bad today, I felt like chucking my shoe at her. Two new korean girls, overseas students joined our school, my grade last week and they both are in my sci class. So the sci teacher decided to group me with them. Fine. No worries -  until the Korean teacher stuck her nose into my business. The cuckoo head helps the korean girls along, with sch work and stuff. So, we had to come up and conduct an experiment on anything under the sun for science, and I came up with some really brilliant ideas (even if I do say so myself), and the woman-who-wears-purple-and-bright-blue-eyeshadow, kept rejecting every one of them.
"Oh this is too difficult, too complicated, do something easier". Why dont' we just create a volcano then? Complete with red food colouring and bi-carb of soda? HUH HUH! bloody bozo. I was evidently pissed off. My pissed offness showed on my face. Hope she saw it. 

The korean girls are really sweet la. After she left us alone at last! One of the girls patted my hand and said "Oh please don't feel bad, it was a really good idea". HAHA how nice was she! I like her. She's so adorable. She might just be my new BFF! HAHA, not really. I've got my BFFs back home =D

OHOH and aft school, while waiting for my sister under a tree, an EFFING bird EFFING shat on my hair. It was so bloody revolting, I was gagging. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. That's all I gotta say. Don't wanna think about it. No more please. No questions asked. 

Oh and you know how they say, a bird shitting on you is supposedly meant to bring you luck? Well, I think I did INDEED get lucky. I followed daddy dearest to k-mart to get the beans for the bean bag, and while I was waiting for him to pay, guess who came out of the carpark entrance? 

None other than the boy I lusted over for an entire year, not knowing if whether he knew I existed or not, the boy with the enchanting smile, the boy with the walk I found oh-so alluring, the boy with the shaggy hair which I so desperately wanted to run my fingers through. What was it those eyes expressed that made me worship and adore? He has the most magnificent, most gorgeous grey eyes, I've ever laid eyes on. Sexy. 

Well yeah. I think I better stop now, and get to what actually DID happen. He came out and I instantly recognized him. My heart started racing for real. Like seriously. Before he could turn to look at me, I turned away. He was with his mom. I watched from behind as he walked away... Like seriously, I was carrying a bag 3/4 my height, full of bean bag beans, with messy hair and chewing gum. That's not the impression I wanna make! AAAAAHHHHH. 

So my dad finally paid, and we walked out into the shopping centre, just in time for me to see Sid going up the escalator. I was like tryna play it cool, walking past the CDs at Sanity, only to see him looking at me, swaggering with a bag of bean bag beans by my side. I looked away, and when I turned back, HE had turned away. 

Did he recognize me? Did he turn away cause he didnt want me to see him? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. 

Boy, you're so fine, I wanna make you mine.

Sadly, you're at some uni far far away, and you'll never truly be mine. At least I knw you live in brandon park. That's something. I think Ive seen you drive in your blue car. But I was in a car myself and you were driving towards me, so I might never really be sure. But still. 

Oh shit. Now Im gonna be replaying that moment in my head over and over again, like a broken record player, and it's never gonna stop. 

Oh well.

I had the interview yesterday with a rather sullen store manager. It went alright. I think I 'sold' myself quite alright. I look forward to working there la. Cashier chick. Hah. "WE'RE THE FRESH FOOD PEOPLE."